It's just. I've chosen so, so wrong in the past that just doubting I even know what I'm doing or the kind of people I attract is kind of questionable.
So someone that actually doesn't seem to have some Real Concerning Issues is just. Absolutely wild to me? Like I'm just kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop and show that, no, no you still suck at this. A lot.
I GUESS THAT IS. It's just a whole lot of relearning stuff and knowing that I don't have to rush myself anymore.
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Date: 2020-06-17 11:10 pm (UTC)So someone that actually doesn't seem to have some Real Concerning Issues is just. Absolutely wild to me? Like I'm just kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop and show that, no, no you still suck at this. A lot.
I GUESS THAT IS. It's just a whole lot of relearning stuff and knowing that I don't have to rush myself anymore.